Hard-earned Money

WARNING: BORING POST AHEAD
Read at own risk

Yay for the long weekend!

Even tho technically i've only got 1 day off for a 4 day weekend, i'm feeling very excited! Haven't had any day off for years.. ^_* been working my ass off 7 days a week. So, YAY again for long weekend~~~

Its April! APRIL??!! Damn, i havent even list down my new year's resolution for 2010 and its already. In fact, i should really be listing this down. Right Now. Better late than never?
- Spend more quality time with LL
- Invest more on stuff that matters
- which mean Cutting Spending on cheapy stuffs like cheap seasonal SUPRE stuff
- Setting up budget for food
- Less KFC and Hungry Jack's --> this is a bit of a challenge, unfortunately
- WTF!!!! this resolution thing is SHIT BORING.

Whatever.
Why do I even need resolution when all i want is to save more so i can afford a new SLR camera, a new house and a lawyer for our case

Paul is a big cunt

Feeling very emo at work today
Not even sure whether I should felt betrayed, fooled, angry, dissapointed or sad anymore
Guess its an uneven mix of all negative feeling..

I'm in a very negative state of mind
right then and even right now, i guess

My boss is a big fat fuckin' liar, cunt, sly, untrusworthy, retarded politician ever.
I felt like a small unworthy-of-life pawn in a big field of chess. My mind keep asking "how could he.." Why promise me something that I want if you are just buying my time? Why? Why? Why?
Why make use of me for your own battle and shrug me off after? What bad thing have I ever done to you. Paul, u're a cunt!!!!!

Meet my boss - Paul "Dickhead" Cunt

All I did was do my job, and take even more responsibility than what I got paid for. Why should I take care of everything for you if you can't even take care of me? Thats so bloody irresponsible.
I dont think you have my best interest at heart. If you want me to go, fire me. Do something to get rid of me. Why promise me something simple that you can't even fulfil? Why not own up your bloody mistake? Why can't you just face your bloody irresponsible self ? Why make so many twist to your story when you know that I can easily find out the truth.. why make up shit that even a 3 year old would not believe? Why are you being a lame cunt? Why are you messing with my trust?

Why make me lose the last remaining little bit of respect I have for you?

And what makes me really sad is that there is nothing I can do about when it happened. Not today, anyway. I didnt see it coming. I can't go up to his face and slap him. I felt like quitting, but I shouldn't.. should I? What I should do is to use everything in my power to take him down

but HOW?? talk is shit easy.
I'm in still in the state of shock I can't even plot a revenge because my mind just went blank whole day. I can feel the fire burning on my chest. I need a revenge. Bloody have to think of something to take him down. SUGGESTIONNNNNSSS???!!!!!

Fucking PAUL is a big cunt!!!!!!!!!!!

Woo Hoo... FATT at last!!

Nice surprise!

Totally unplanned.

Random checking on my bank account tonight and see this:

$1,888 ---> see my triple 8s?


TOTALLY HAD TO BE PRINT SCREEN!!!
looks crappy, shit i dont know how to fix this, double click if you dont believe me.
(instruction: HEY!! DOUBLE CLICK ON THE ABOVE. see for yourself)
heee heee heee.. woo-hoo madness!! madness!!!




im going mad....

ok, distraction required.




my future partner doing mankind a favour. LOVE YOU!!!
love~ love~ love~

WHATEVER!!!

Whatever!
WHAT-EEE-VER!!

Stressing out :(
Im just a girl. How much more thing can i handle? How much more thing is expected of me?
So what if im almost 30? Does age really determines what we should achieve in life?? What have YOU yourself achieved when you were 30?

I dont have a house, i'm not married, I probably won't have enough savings, I don't have a career, I don't have a car.. so what? SO WHATTTT??!

Im living from my own sweat. alright?
I eat from my own hand and I never needed or will ever needed ANYTHING from you.

Is it my fault that I can't bag myself a rich bf? Is it my fault if Im with some decent guy who doesn't happen to be a millionaire? Is it my fault that somewhere in this world people associate me as a FAIL just because I'm not married yet at this age? What rights have you got poking your nose into my own comfortable UNMARRIED stage?

FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOU ALL SELFISH PEOPLE!
FUCK YOU ALL NOSEY RETARDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF YOUR BRAIN IS MISPLACED SOMEWHERE NEAR YOUR ASSHOLE, DIG IT OUT. DONT BLURT OUT WORDS WITHOUT THINKING. FUCK YOU

FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK YOU ALL!